had really good kink tonight with J after a bit of a dryspell/a lot of feeling out of touch with my body. brushed right up against some of my limits and looked them in the metaphorical eye, it was amazing.
I need to go to sleep but things were REALLY intense and I’m still processing, so I’m just going to try to free-form write down sense memory as it comes so I can hold onto some of it. read if you like - very personal and possibly TMI for some of my friends, fair warning :) trigger warning for things that might be a bit heavy for some people (intense masochism, waxplay, knives, subspace); rest assured that we are experienced and have discussed pushing limits and J knows how to read me very well when I’m under, this was all very very consensual and good.
okay, here we go.